To the love of my life!!
One day soon i will make you the happiest woman alive. I’ve never wanted anyone as much as i want you. you are my world. I’m going to give everything i can to you and our baby. Things may be hard at first but it will all come together if you want this as much as I do. I love you with all my heart. And i feel as if our souls were intertwined from the first day we kissed. I’ve never felt anything so real and it would kill me to lose you. so please dont give up on me no matter how bad things get.
Please don’t get dependent on me. For I feel that one day I may let you down. And the last thing on earth I want to do is hurt you for something I cannot change.
I hate myself more than anyone could ever hate me.
I’ve ruined peoples lives. Not on purpose. But out of fear, because of the stupid choices I’ve made in my life. I am so sorry for all that I’ve hurt, for everyone that has held me dear and I let you down. I wish I could take back all the retarded shit I’ve done. But I’m human. You have to work with a little bit. Everyone makes mistakes in life and I’ve learned from mine.
